To Whom It May Concern: If you really knew me, you would not love me. And I don't want to lose you and your love, so I can't dare show you the real me. That's why I lie. That's why I smile when I want to cry. That's why I say yes when I want to say no and no when I want to say yes. That's why I spend when I should save; suck in when I really want to exhale; manipulate; cover up; drink up and show up when I would rather be home in bed. It’s exhausting. The idea of being free of secrets and Continue Reading
